I write a lot of poems and would like for you guys to read them.

I walk Alone

Down this road
Aimlessly I go
I walk in this cold rain
I walk alone
The skies are gray
The streets are wet
This world is cold and damp
But yet I glance at those who shelter inside
I glance alone, wet not dry
My body is drenched
My clothes are soaked
I stare inside these loving homes
Wondering where's mine is, that place I called home
I turn away and stare at the ground
Walking away before I drown
I belong in this rain
Where it all comes down
Hiding my tears to those around
Who is to say
Who is to know
I am nothing
Thus I walk alone

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Distorted Rage

Do you believe what you see is the truth
Do you think that your thoughts speak true
Do you believe your world is true
What you see is a lie
Your visions of your world is a fake
The truth of you is a mistake
You are a rue
A lie far from true
Your logic is false
Your lies turn to truth
You are every lie that has been your truth

liar
Liar..
LIAR!

Live the life of nothing but fakes
you are nothing
non existent
a self delusion
of mind illusions
A being that will never awake
You are trapped in a dream of hate
Can you see your madness
Do you feel your pain
Can you see your own pitiful fate?

You are nothing
Yet everything
He is not me
Yet you are I
A side of demons and lies
that speak the truth
One that contradicts
what that of which can not omit
Emotions of anger
Feelings of hate
A sorrow of pain
And my horrible mistakes

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Happy

It was written in crimson
It was painted with lead
It was locked and loaded
It was aimed at his head
A mask with a smiling face
covered the hole the world must face
That thin paper bag covered his sorrowful face
Underneath the false grin
Withheld something grim
It was written on 4 walls
It was written in red
He wrote it in blood
He wrote it with tears
He loaded the gun
He killed his fears
He pulled the trigger
He ended it here

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The Masterpiece of Fire

These three inside my head
They say their voices speak aloud
They speak in this conflicted head

She says she wants to be friends
They say nay.

We are the only friends you need
You need not of her
And all that she was about
Do not worry, do not plead
We are the only friends you will ever need.

Conflicted by thought
Divided in mind
One voice becomes many
And many shall become one.

Who are you, you beings inside
Were you manifested within me?
When I burn alive?

At war with subconscious and conscious domination
Suffering a pain of burning and utter damnation

What am I?
What have I become?
Conflicted by minds
What shall I become?

One goes by Spook
The other Electric
Thus dubbed SpookyElectric

T raped in one mind
where alter egos reside
Waging war against another
Fighting for their own desires

Manifested by one's shattered mind
Divided in three
Divided in the mind
What will he do?
What will he do?
What will he do to fight back the other two?

Alter egos trapped in a once sane mind
Trapped in war
A war only won by time

Who will be the victor?
To control the brain
Who will win the war?
Who will be sane?

Only one will win, the rest shall fall
When the war is over
The bellows will cool
The fires will die
And the alter egos will fry.

Remember this one thing
Remember this well
You want to be friends
You want me to be well

How can I be sane?
When man sheds it's humanity
Turning to beast and ending its sanity

Remember this one thing
Remember this well
You impaled me with pikes
You gouged me with swords
You stabbed with knives
You are nothing no more

Revenge burns
Burns like a hellfire consuming the mind
Suffering the pitiful being in it's torment of rage and sadness
Crucified alive
Set a blaze
Left there to die

You will not recognize what you have forged
Forged in fire
Forged in Rage
Forged in sadness, sorrow, and pain.

Look into my eyes
Stare at what you see
Glance into them and tell me what you see.

Do you see the fires?
Do you see it in my eyes
Do you how I was consumed
How I was burned and left to die

You set me a blaze
You burned me alive
You impaled then and there
and left me to die

So tell my once beloved love
How does it feel
Knowing you did this to me
You gave yourself lies
You did impale me
You did leave me there to burn alive

You said you wouldn't
You said you couldn't
You said you would never do it

I know you
Knowing you will survive
I was just dead weight to you
You will just happily thrive

You held me dear
You held me true
You carved out my heart
And ripped out too

My mind is shattered
In pieces it remains
What am i to do?
to ease this pain
How can I thrive
Suffering in tormented pain

In this masterpiece of hateful torment
This art of lament
This shall be the creation of his sorrowful pain
Made from memories
Made from his emotions
Made in the darkness
Where one can only light up as torches

We write his feelings
We write his pain
We write his anger
We write away
We can only write til the fateful day
Where the winner is one
And the survivors are none

We shall write this about him
We shall dedicate it to her
We shall make his feelings known
We shall make her suffer and burn.

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Why?

Why can't I accept what you are
Why can't I not love you for who you are
Why can't I get over you for what you did
Why can't I just be happy again
Why can't I make these tears stop falling like rain
Why does a sad tune bring me pain
Why does everything feel the same?
Why does it feel like I lost everything I ever had
Why am I feeling so alone
Why am I feeling so sad
Why am I feeling so mad?
Why am I feeling so abandoned and alone
Why do I wake up in tears
Why do happy songs bring me tears
Why do I drown myself in the rain
Why do I feel these feelings towards you
Why do I feel so depressed and sad
Why couldn't I see this coming
Why couldn't I be stronger
Why couldn't I be your true love
Why couldn't I be your only one?
Why couldn't you love me so?
Why did I have to be left alone
Why did I have be be left here to cry all alone
Why did you have to leave me so
Why are these feelings making it rain
Why are these feelings giving me pain
Why are these voices telling me things
Why are these thoughts killing me slowly
Why are these memories puncturing me painfully
Why wasn't I perfect
Why wasn't I happy in the end
Why wasn't I the one who left you and your strong walls
Why wasn't I the one who could be your one and only love
Why wasn't I the one who could be your world
Why have I felt so sad
Why have I written these
Why have I felt like nothing is anything or everything anymore
Why have I felt as if I am completely worthless to everyone
Why have I felt like Everyone just doesn't care about me anymore